Blue Self-Existing Storm/ Solar Jaguar Moon of Intention, Day 12

4 Cauac

Blue Self-Existing Storm

 

My Rage is a Black Sun

Burning without Surcease –

Never setting – never resting –

 Deep in every Cell

 

My Heart beats red hot bloody wild –

A Cauldron of scalding Tears

Burns my Eyes and drops –

Wide and without Boundary

Is the Feeling

 

Fathomless Abyss –

I dive through you into

A dear sweet Death –

 

Cool damp Darkness

Tempers my Heat --

I fall like a Fireball

Fueled by ancient Anger

Fused with furious Madness

 

Silently I scream –

Grieving for Dreams

Lost – steeling myself

Against the relentless Power of Life

 

I hit – I die – It is no use

 

I am reborn.

 

©Kleomichele Leeds