2/14/2020 White Planetary Mirror/ Galactic Hawk Moon of Integrity, Day 9

10 Etznab

White Planetary Mirror

Murdered was my Soul –

Surgically –

Methodically –

Intentionally 

In infancy

Ignored –

Untouched, neglected

Or given deadly

Double Meanings –

By five

I was wise –

Well beyond my Years

Thoroughly repressed –

Utterly depressed –

Totally suppressed

It got much worse –

Needle Tracks –

Attacks of Rage and Fear –

 Insults – Incest – Abandoned –

Not – so – veiled References

To my horrendous Imperfections –

There was no pleasing

No appeasing

Nor approval

In their Eyes

I fail

In all Ways –

Is it my Death-wish?

Or just my Death

They wish?

©Kleomichele Leeds