White Spectral Wizard - Cosmic Turtle Moon of Presence, Day 14

10 Ix

White Spectral Wizard

It isn’t that we quarreled –

Or fought with sharpened Tongue and Fang

Or clawed our Way through Tunnels full of Gloom

Together

No fuming Rage or Thunder

Tore our Hearts apart

Eros, too, stood silently at Bay

Peeking in on us – standing on Tip-Toe

Watching as we mocked Love’s Glory –

Imitating the sublime State

We moved simultaneously toward

And away from one another

The Possibility of US did not

Dawn in Flashes of bright Light

You spoke of Rockets, saying

“I need others as well as you –

Another instead of you.”

There are Burdens you carry

Awkwardly against your Will

Away from me you turn

Even while approaching –

You balance yourself self-consciously

In order not to fall or disturb

A precarious Equilibrium

Being January’s Child

I know the two-faced god

Of Ambivalence –

Janus is false fashioned

As you are rudely fake

You give and then abruptly take

Away –

I had little time

To test the Truth 

To run the Gamut of Emotions

Bequeathed to me

As crown Jewels –

I chose the simple Stone

Of Disenchantment –

I now deny false gods –

Declare that I will repair

The bruised Heart within me beating –

The Decision is mine

To make without you

Even as I have been

With you

Awareness breaks in

Waves of Consciousness –

The rhythmic Swell of Knowledge

Builds the natural Bridges of my Soul –

Only forward does my inner Eye direct

As I acquaint myself with myself again –

Without you.

©Kleomichele Leeds

Endesha Ida Mae Holland

Endesha Ida Mae Holland (August 29, 1944 – January 25, 2006) was an American scholar, playwright, and civil rights activist.

Early life

Born in Greenwood, Mississippi, Holland never knew her father and was raped at age eleven. Later she was expelled from school and became a prostitute.

SNCC

Upon hearing that members of the Student Nonviolent Coordinating Committee (SNCC) had come to Greenwood, Holland sought out one of the male members in hopes of soliciting him for prostitution. The man, however, led her directly to the committee's office hoping to convince her to become involved. On witnessing the office operations, Holland found herself deeply impressed by the sight of African-Americans conducting themselves in such a businesslike manner and she began volunteering there.

Holland's mother adamantly opposed her involvement with the SNCC, fearing reprisals from members of Greenwood's white community. In 1965 a fire broke out in the family's home, killing Holland's mother; Holland said afterward that she believed the Ku Klux Klan had indeed firebombed the house in retaliation for her civil rights work. In all, she was jailed thirteen times for her civil rights work. She got a high school equivalency diploma, encouraged by her colleagues in the civil rights movement. She studied at the University of Minnesota beginning that year, where she helped start an African-American studies department, and initiated Women Helping Offenders (WHO), a prison-aid program.

Education

In 1979 she earned a bachelor's degree in African-American studies from the University of Minnesota, followed by a master's in American Studies in 1984 and a PhD. in American Studies in 1986.

In 1981 she was awarded the $1,000 National Lorraine Hansberry Award for the second-best play of 1981. In 1983, she took Endesha as her first name in order to honor her African heritage. She taught at the State University of New York, Buffalo from 1985 to 1993. She was a professor of theater at the University of Southern California, retiring in 2003. She died from complications of ataxia.

Arts

She was the author of six plays, and was most famous for writing From the Mississippi Delta, which was performed by the Negro Ensemble Company at the Goodman Theater in Chicago and at the Young Vic in London. She also wrote a memoir of the same name, published by Simon & Schuster in 1997.

A 1998 short documentary, Dr. Endesha Ida Mae Holland, was made about her. She was interviewed as part of the 1994 feature documentary film Freedom on My Mind.

Family life

Holland was married three times, each union ended in divorce.

IX

Kin 154: White Spectral Wizard

I dissolve in order to enchant

Releasing receptivity

I seal the output of timelessness

With the spectral tone of liberation

I am guided by my own power doubled

I am a galactic activation portal

Enter me.

As long as you are living in unreality, you cannot hear, see or understand the super-mental.*

*Star Traveler's 13 Moon Almanac of Synchronicity, Galactic Research Institute, Law of Time Press, Ashland, Oregon, 2017-2018.

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